One or the Other

I'm getting sick of both work and school. I wish I could do one and not the other. I hate balancing the two worlds as well as trying to have a social life. It's hard to relax when you always have a time constraint and a million things to do. Midterms are coming up in a few weeks and I don't feel prepared to start studying at all. I'm still playing catch up and only once I've done all the reading for this week will I even consider starting to study for the upcoming tests.

Playing hooky

Is skipping out on work to look for a different job such a bad thing? I just looked at my bike this morning and said "No."

Running Again

After my girlfriend's visit I noticed I'd put on some weight. I'm running again after a month hiatus and it feels good. Still a bit chilly outside but not so bad. I played some video games this morning after getting back from work. I stopped after a bit and did some school work. I hate it. I curse it. Still, it must be done. Going back to school after a break is so friggin' hard.

Can't Sleep

Because I have to go to work at 330am on Sundays, my rhythm is thrown out of whack. It's 1:05am and I can't sleep. I just had a crazy French/Polish dream about reapplying to go back to France mixed in with scenes from the movie Charade. Sucks. What do I do? Go to sleep or stay awake? I've only got two hours.

Shitty Shitty

I created this thing as an outlet. I used to have a blog but got rid of it after I stopped travelling. Too many people knew about it and I couldn't really write what I wanted anymore.

Life is shitty right now. Didn't make it to the next round of an interview, got a lot of work to catch up on, getting sick of my current work schedule. It sucks to think about all the crap I've got to do tomorrow. Wonder if I can do it. Hopefully.